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k ([personal profile] girlrock) wrote2024-10-02 09:44 am
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october post

- turned Old in september and spent some time visiting risa which was loads of fun :') got a few gifts and also bought myself a thing or two /)__(\... personal favs include moomin hat because i really needed a new hat and i love anything moomin ! + custom jellycat rubik's cube plushie oomf crocheted for me i honestly cried T__T + robo jersey courtesy of me directly linking it to my father so he knew what to get LOL. also accidentally swapped oscar pcs with risa when we were at a cafe but thankfully i'm seeing her again soon for svt so we will be reunited briefly <3 also i'll have you know that she took me to dave & busters for the first time and i set like all the daily high scores on the piano keys board!!! now convinced i could take oscar piastri down in a reflex game

- risa also made me download pikmin bloom which i am now obsessed with... everyone add me pleaseeeee. we've successfully converted arlene and frog and some others but it's never enough

- haven't really been watching movies properly lately ): but i eagerly watched the wild robot in theaters earlier and loved it so much... i love animation and i love found family narratives so you know i had no choice but to be obsessed

- life's been kind of rough in a weird limbo kind of way... constantly in the dark concerning my health and just frustrated about the whole thing but trying to not be too waylaid by it. i think i've been quite "burnt out" creatively in that everything i draw is just bad and i really want to work on things but i can never quite find the energy to do so... i have a few old doodles i want to finish + i want to make this interactive thing that requires art but it's all a little too much work for me atm. i need to get it together !

- but while i've been in fandom-burnout mode i have been playing a lot of Cozy Indie Games on steam which have been fun :') thinking about making a post later with in-depth reviews but we'll see... basically there's an asmrtist i'm subscribed to (jubileewhispers) who does a lot of asmr let's plays and she really likes this genre as well so through her i discovered a few games and i kind of just accidentally got sucked into playing them... also because oomf gave me some recs and i ended up trying some stuff that was really cheap/on sale. anyway the asmrtist i like has played a lot of a little to the left and i've kind of become obsessed with it !!! although i finished the main game and the cupboards dlc... also played minami lane, sticky business which i highly rec although i kind of stopped playing it after 13 hours... maybe i'll get back to it, carto which i'm not done with, garden galaxy, unpacking which i've been meaning to play for sooo long and really loved, and of course FIELDS OF MISTRIA!!! i've only played 11 hours but i really love it... stardew valley is already a really easy and "friendly" game so it sounds kind of dumb to call fields of mistria a friendlier stardew but it's kind of true... still haven't decided which bachelorette i want to marry though T__T

- shockingly after 9 million words i think i might be starting to hit the bottom of the barrel of available tw fic... what fandom should i terrorize next. actually speaking of fic i am determined to finish writing at least One (1) 814 fic before the year ends ;;___;; i'm just a flop these days

- been really enjoying my little nytimes games again (sans subscription), i'm not as obsessed with connections as i was during that crasy phase but i'm really enjoying strands these days so i play them all together !

- not sure how many stars games i'll be able to go to this season and a part of me really wants to travel to dallas again esp so i can see a mavs game as well t____t and it would be so fun to go to both with oomf... but traveling is kind of a big question mark right now especially if we manage to get ausgp tickets (crossing fingers) because that basically puts me out all of march. reallyreally hoping melb works out though! i don't want to get ahead of myself but i also want to start prepping a bakery list... it's serious.

TT___TT that's all for this meaningless update post... i am very sleepy and tired all the time!!! currently listening to new doechii album and it's pretty good. my top 5 (eta: sorry this is 6-7) for 2024 atm is probably imaginal disk/sky hundred + lives outgrown + wall of eyes + my light my destroyer + bright future + dark times but there's still much time to discover... also haven't rated my method actor yet!!! i don't think this year has been that amazing for music for me but still a lot i like.............. oh also need to make a stats post about k-pop later reminder2self